With a loss of confidence at work and on the wrong end of a breakup, James Bailey ran away in what some may describe as a midlife crisis.   ​
He packed an oversized bag dubbed ‘Baby Elephant’ and embarked on a journey to Africa, a dream he had nurtured for years. This diary is an authentic chronicle that captures James’ bold transition from museum executive to safari guide—an exhilarating and transformative journey. ​
Through this diary-style narrative, readers experience the highs and lows, the dangers and joys, of life on the African veld. This story brings to life his home in an unfenced camp, the hard slog to become a professional guide, many heart-pounding moments with the Big Five, and the harsh realities of conservation. ​
Working in a remote part of South Africa’s Kruger National Park, James found that regaining confidence is slow. But losing his nerve comes in the instant it takes to pull a trigger or become lost with a truck full of tourists.   ​
The richness of James’ story lies in the fascinating characters he meets along the way. Be captivated by Innocent Crocodile, the poacher turned gamekeeper who taught James the art of tracking, and Alan, the elephant whisperer who had him sitting cross-legged at the feet of wild elephants.